In Your Silence by Grace Lowrie

Author:Grace Lowrie
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: In Your Silence
ISBN: 9781786155320
Publisher: Accent Press
Published: 2019-08-28T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter Thirty-four

Holy moly. So that was an orgasm!

I’d read all about it of course; I’d swotted up on the theory behind the vagina, the clitoris and the G-spot, but touching myself there had always been about as underwhelming as a medical examination. Nothing like being touched by Liam.

For a moment there I’d been afraid I was going to wet myself – pee all over his hand like an excited puppy. But wow was it amazing. I actually saw stars! Splodges of coloured light anyway, and now my whole body felt relaxed as if all my bones had been separated and put back together again more loosely. And if Liam could do that to me with one hand, fully-clothed, I couldn’t possibly imagine what the rest of his naked body would do to me...

I think he thought I was joking when I asked for more, but I really meant it – I even said please. I hope he meant it when he said he liked me and that he wouldn’t leave, because I was in no way ready to let him go.

The heavy rain diminished to a persistent drizzle as Liam worked his way methodically around the terrace and then the walled garden; weeding beds and turning the earth as he went. I wanted to join in and help, but he was surprisingly insistent about my staying indoors. I sat in the upstairs bedrooms sulking – splitting my attention between proofreading the website text for a company which made pregnant bumps for the entertainment industry, and watching Liam digging with mesmeric masculine power and skill.

As the day wore on I started to worry. Was he regretting what had happened between us in the old tack room? Was my inexperience a turn off? I’d considered lying about it but he’d have seen straight through me. And why didn’t he orgasm? He looked aroused and yet he’d kept his clothes on and held back again. Was he going off me?

From the nursery window I could see him carefully weeding around the rosemary bushes, pulling out handfuls of spaghetti-like mint roots. On impulse I picked up my phone and messaged him:

Why won’t you let me help? I want to be near you.

He glanced up at me and smiled as he paused in his work, breathing hard. Wiping his forehead on his bicep and his hands on his thighs, he then reached into his back pocket to retrieve his mobile. I didn’t have to wait long for his reply:

I want to be near you too, more than you know, but I don’t want you getting ill again.

His words were touching, but it was not the answer I’d wanted, so I sent another:

I won’t – I’ll wear a big coat.

He laughed as he read it; I could make out the lovely warm rumble right through the glass, but he shook his head as he replied:

Stay put, you’re too distracting.

Sod that. Discarding my manuscript I ran down the back stairs, past the kitchen and towards the back

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